She Continues
It’s a nice morning, but I want more clouds. Illness tends to magnify the body and the most basic needs and senses. Accordingly, people who can’t get treated have a harder time. I can call down Faentaur, and that helps, and I can imagine were I still smoking. My head feels congested, and that slows […] … Continue reading…Illness, Qlippoth, Metaphors
That projection of vividly imagined—things, sights, sounds, sensations, is something everyone suggests as starting point or as kick-starter to magic. Thorn does so. So do others. I’ve found myself wondering about my disbelief and others’, and what I think happens—with worry about whether or not I’m being paid on the first, this revisits old anxieties […] … Continue reading…Counter ôl-vala, Rites, Chakra Notes, Bridging
I walked and spoke with JW earlier: MW has been out exploring of late. JW says things are busy and active near the more chaotic border marches, closer to Chaos and the Deeper Reaches of the Otherworlds. She has only explored the [Middle Worlds], and close approach to the HW and LW has been problematic, […] … Continue reading…Chimerae, Versicles, Writing
I again fell asleep before we got to Corunor, but I woke up for a time this morning. Rather than try Corunor again, K led me off in the Plain, into the Desert. Mind you, the sand was muddy and wet, like it’d been raining. It was daylight as well. My feet felt weird in […] … Continue reading…Middle Worlds, Paths, Exploration
[My dreams last night were] something like that –vividness that the Morrigan pointed me to last night in the Otherworlds, as I stood on the root in Saiyûnor, Elethis towering over me while I stood small like—a tiny faerie. But it was the sky She pointed me towards, to pay attention to. The blue with […] … Continue reading…Dream, Simultaneous Lives, Madness
I ventured with K up the trail again with the drums playing—we made good time, and we encountered fallen, rotten, Otherworldly fruits, which I avoided. We determined some berries were good to eat from a bush in the Dark Wood. I had previously seen a deer along the path, and I saw the deer again […] … Continue reading…High Sky, The Trail, The Tree
I’ve dreamt a female ghost made my shadow look like it was playing a flute, and with _________, noted her presence in the flat in the corner, though I couldn’t see her. (Dream on 8/26) That morning, I thought I’d felt her in this flat—over at the balcony door while I was at my desk—but […] … Continue reading…Ghostly Dreams, Glamour & Ego, Grunting Out Magic Bricks
When I consider my dreams where I can’t use a weapon, fight, or drive, I wonder—or I have wondered having these dreams of late, if I am frustrated by a lack of perceived power and independence on my part, that I consciously want to ascribe this to some view of how I should be […]. […] … Continue reading…Pop-Culture TV Dreaming, Microcosming, Waymaking
I’m not sure of the best ways to deal with the LW other than vigilance and focus and energy work. The nature of the draw is ambiguous, though it feels like a draw or lure, like gravity or a decline as you go down a hill. There is the entropy association—and you can try to […] … Continue reading…Lower Worlds, The Dead, Potentiality
Last night in the glade, K and I quickly found ourselves in one of my institutional dreams—and I trusted to him as a guide. My Presence as […] caused some reactions—muted reactions, still—from the dream personae. He counseled me to try to find my way outside. So I went to a window that looked like […] … Continue reading…Institutional Dreaming, Institutional Spaces, The Dead