She Continues
Other than […] infuriating things—I’ve been busy with work week bullshit. I would like to have had more time to sit and relax and thing and write here, ponder what I’m doing in the Otherworlds, but [work prep] are a damnable time sync. [sic] There have been times when I’ve reached out to C, to […] … Continue reading…Bridging, Exploration, Divine Twins
I walked and spoke with JW earlier: MW has been out exploring of late. JW says things are busy and active near the more chaotic border marches, closer to Chaos and the Deeper Reaches of the Otherworlds. She has only explored the [Middle Worlds], and close approach to the HW and LW has been problematic, […] … Continue reading…Chimerae, Versicles, Writing
I again fell asleep before we got to Corunor, but I woke up for a time this morning. Rather than try Corunor again, K led me off in the Plain, into the Desert. Mind you, the sand was muddy and wet, like it’d been raining. It was daylight as well. My feet felt weird in […] … Continue reading…Middle Worlds, Paths, Exploration
We went walking last night in the dark at the park, and it was good for the most part—cool, breezy, amongst the trees in the dark—it was a kind of exploration none of us have done lately, since we went along Saerien and into the wilder parts of the trail. I have otherwise been generating […] … Continue reading…Night, Practice, Trance
We headed up the path, and I recalled an image of a woman dressed in green with shoulder-length dark hair—pants and top—and, I realized, I’d seen her in a dream or parallel to my normal experience. I recalled my desire to recall and to have awareness in this realm. (Paxson encourages looking for or making […] … Continue reading…Water Woman, Otherworldly Bathing, Skies
Last night, K and I headed into the Otherworlds, towards Elethis. K said that wearing paths into the Otherworlds is a time-honored tradition, and people wear paths in the real, in their minds, and in time (our lifetimes, after a fashion, but habit and intention, too). So we moved up the path again, and I […] … Continue reading…Barriers, Waters, Guides
I’ve dreamt a female ghost made my shadow look like it was playing a flute, and with _________, noted her presence in the flat in the corner, though I couldn’t see her. (Dream on 8/26) That morning, I thought I’d felt her in this flat—over at the balcony door while I was at my desk—but […] … Continue reading…Ghostly Dreams, Glamour & Ego, Grunting Out Magic Bricks
I’m not sure of the best ways to deal with the LW other than vigilance and focus and energy work. The nature of the draw is ambiguous, though it feels like a draw or lure, like gravity or a decline as you go down a hill. There is the entropy association—and you can try to […] … Continue reading…Lower Worlds, The Dead, Potentiality
Last night in the glade, K and I quickly found ourselves in one of my institutional dreams—and I trusted to him as a guide. My Presence as […] caused some reactions—muted reactions, still—from the dream personae. He counseled me to try to find my way outside. So I went to a window that looked like […] … Continue reading…Institutional Dreaming, Institutional Spaces, The Dead
In the glade, I kept drifting into hypnogogic states as dreams crept in. K thinks I might try riding that rather than fighting it or feeling bad about doing so. I want lucidity, so—also, I haven’t been trying to direct my dreams. I’m still in my houses, rooms, and institutions. Before going down into bed, […] … Continue reading…Matter-Spirit, Imaginary, Paxson, Meander