She Continues
Last night, the Morrigan wanted to rite with me, and we rose into the air (under Her power) as we did so. She told me the crow She gave me marks me as one of Hers, and I can use it to pass (mostly) unnoticed. I suspect its sight is less likely to be clouded […] … Continue reading…Reflection, Presence, The Morrigan
I asked the Goddess for teaching dreams, mostly at Thorn’s book’s suggestion. The dreams were odd and vivid, likely inspired a bit by War of the Worlds, but a suggestion was there of keeping aware & in dialogue with what’s lurking in my subconscious. “Old Ones” and even the aquarium dreams are suggestive of anxieties, […] … Continue reading…Practice, Softening, Otherworlds
I returned to the haven last night. She sat me down and told me lessons, but I also had a profound moment where I loved Her as my Mother but also as Lover. […] She taught me to look for the fire in my head, to inflame it once I found and fanned it—for prophesy, […] … Continue reading…Fire in the Head, Geis, Gods
Ravenna in her Morrigan-Raven dance dress touched some part of my touched mind—makes me want to dress like her & join (in the dance) and laugh. I also find myself wanting pagan and fey fellowship and –congress? (community of some kind). But the potential energy of a group—it helps counter halthaya though you must guard […] … Continue reading…The Morrigan, Gods, and Gateway Paradigms & Praxes
The Morrigan came shortly after I entered the glade last night, taking me high into the clouds to a small, fairly clear place in the HW—a pine forest with a cabin or cottage with a cauldron out front (on a fire). The truth, or spoken words tended to come true there, she told me. She […] … Continue reading…Information and Signal Processing in Trance and the Otherworlds, Gods & Agency, and Castaneda Tropes
Part of the problem—other than impatience and lack of practice—is that I’m still reintegrating. I’m good at bifurcated awareness, at scrying and being in two places at once, but I’m still a divided spirit. And just as I’ve been by points wary of accepting M, she has reason to be wary of me. We need […] … Continue reading…Identity, Crows, Screens
Thursdays are too busy. Next Thursday, I’m going to try to give myself much more time for whatever—I was trying too hard instead of doing. Two cups of kava before, with something to pick up afterwards? I’m not sure what Morrigan and I—we were trying to get me more fully there, more Present in the […] … Continue reading…Trying Too Hard, Randolph Carter, Bridging
[East is start for GD, and Feri, I believe. Not sure about north.] On the bus, I had a very palpable sense of being the kithain alone on the bus—so many folks closed off from the world, on their phones or listening to music. I mean, I was one of those people not long ago, […] … Continue reading…Acts of Power, Otherworldly Scales, Stalking
The upper branches of Elethis can lead to “higher worlds,” but She doesn’t think I’m ready just yet, and to talk of them would mean little to me now. So likewise, the roots reach down into the Lower Realms, but they’re less an “Underworld” than something far more diverse. Elethis (“She” as Dana-Morrigan put it—“we […] … Continue reading…Cosmologies, The Morrigan and Tourism, Sundry Notes on Dunn
The band of shadow over the eyes that I’ve noted over Dana-Morrigan and the odd figure from Dreams—_____, for example, long ago—the significance of this band has been obscure. Often, hair or other features “produce” the shadow, or I’ve interpreted the features as doing so. It’s been a marker of Otherness—distinct beings. I’d thought it […] … Continue reading…Shadowed Gaze, Subrealms, Cosmologies