She Continues
I’ve been dreading, and dreading just stresses me. To be calm isn’t even difficult—but you have to—engage the world, touch it. Touch and corporeality, inhabiting the landscape and environment. I guess I had this easier in an outdoor environment, away from monitors. Kinesthesia helps ground one and have a Presence. Stress and anxiety forces me […] … Continue reading…Faerie Trance, Self-Possession, Stress Possession
Elaith—it doesn’t seem quite right—the “tower”—elaith-tir maybe? Hurur, Lies, these include the shells of identity that cling to us and which trick us into seeing them as true expressions or egos of self. Self-identification, especially reified, commodified selfhood. They come from without, imposed upon you and accepted—or they’re shells we fashion and adopt defensively or […] … Continue reading…Hurur, Charting a Path, and Considering Silent Goddesses
I feel more connected to the Dream today, which is good. There are also clouds. I have flashes of clearer experiences of the Dream, of Dana, and so forth. As I called the Guardians today, HS breathed starfire and did something and brought stars to the inner plane—this and the sense of those stars, the […] … Continue reading…Rejecting the Mortal Dream