She Continues
I was reading Marie-Louise von Franz’s Alchemical Active Imagination, & I’m only thinking how everyone wants to be who they imagine themselves to be—who they want to be? Achemy, via Dorn & the Jungians seems very much to be focused on male ejaculation: matter as feminine, embryonic, and form as male seed cast into form. Before “God” […] … Continue reading…[NB] Jungian Alchemy
I started to go into the Dark Wood, which seems brighter and closer now, last night, but I headed towards the cave to TTL. The path to TTL seems to begin on a plain and meadow with some sparse, young trees—grassy fields and maybe scrub—until you start passing larger trees and mounds and small hills. […] … Continue reading…TTL, Golden Dawn Initiation and Soul Work
That projection of vividly imagined—things, sights, sounds, sensations, is something everyone suggests as starting point or as kick-starter to magic. Thorn does so. So do others. I’ve found myself wondering about my disbelief and others’, and what I think happens—with worry about whether or not I’m being paid on the first, this revisits old anxieties […] … Continue reading…Counter ôl-vala, Rites, Chakra Notes, Bridging
I made it to the Sisters in Corunor on the night of the 15th, passing the cottage, which I think is itself alive and malevolent. The cottage draws one’s attention when you encounter it, and it draws attention back to it when you try to wander off. I managed to do so, making my way […] … Continue reading…Corunor, Otherwordly Power, Parsons
Hine points to relaxation as an essential skill for Chaos Mages to cultivate—itself a magical act. I spent tonight meditating, aligning. I called SS and talked sigil magic. [WTAW] -> something associated with SS. More active “the arrow of time!” I didn’t use incense—I think it’s been exciting my allergies—I also think the WTAW help […] … Continue reading…Accidental Tulpa and Fire in the Earth
My visualization skills improve again, and in doing so, I think my energy work improves. If nothing else, aligning the triple soul falls into this work. The specific energies are different— The fire from above is the breath of _____, my connection to the greater cosmos and self, the raw force of potentiality (but not […] … Continue reading…Fire in the Earth, BABALON, towards Chaos