She Continues
Getting 8 hours of sleep for a couple of nights in a row shows me I’m dreaming most of the night and can remember a lot. My dream about competing for my body with another—tells me integration is still something to work on, tells me I worry over how I perform myself— Bridging and sustaining […] … Continue reading…Sleep, Bridging, Practice
Last night, I went into the glade, and then into Corunor. I found myself near the cottage again—I’m curious about it apparently, or it’s drawing/luring me. I flew off to the Crow sisters, and they were glad to see me, and everything seemed a bit more clear, more twilight than dark. The woods there remind […] … Continue reading…De Grandis, Grounding, Aligning
I’m feeling anxious about applying for the […] position—and that’s making me short-tempered about things today. I’m anxious about an interview, about the day of the interview and its logistics, and about getting the position—I worry about having to become someone I don’t want to be for the position, but I’m not [doing this one […] … Continue reading…Elementalism, Self-Possession, Visualization
I find it hard to get through movies in theaters these days: the immersive experience leaves me feeling strange and disconnected, like something’s happening that I’m sensing but isn’t there. Goddess—well, the walk was hot but otherwise easy. I spent most of it thinking about body & the Otherworlds. I gave a defixio to the […] … Continue reading…Vocabulary, Action vs. Work, Mysticism vs. Religion