She Continues
I want to guard against mere obsession about my form and hurur relating to imagining that form. Dana-Morrigan has been testing, poking, prodding about this. I’m at a point where aspects of the Dream and Magic are at hand and even overwhelming or a retreat into fantasy. I think I’m also trying to figure out […] … Continue reading…Play; Die Prufrock Die; Self-Invocation
Spring is building into Summer, and Spring must die and pass into the Lower World before Summer’s potentiality descends into Haisuith. The Higher World is more Wyld with its potentialities being woven and selected by the Gods and others into instantiation in the Middle before those pass into the Maw of the Lower World and […] … Continue reading…Midsummer, Affirmations, Heat
[Friend’s] in his odd science fictional longing for something beyond where we are right now, but I don’t think he’s going to break beyond the shells around him presently, not any time soon. Tomorrow is Midsummer Eve—I’ve mostly run out of time today for what I’d planned, but I think I’ll attempt the foundations of […] … Continue reading…Weaving, Summer’s Approach
[East is start for GD, and Feri, I believe. Not sure about north.] On the bus, I had a very palpable sense of being the kithain alone on the bus—so many folks closed off from the world, on their phones or listening to music. I mean, I was one of those people not long ago, […] … Continue reading…Acts of Power, Otherworldly Scales, Stalking
This blog will be running slowly in the next few days. I just moved to a new place in a new, old city. I’m still getting settled, so the transcription and posting process has ground to a halt. … Continue reading…Meta-Meta
The upper branches of Elethis can lead to “higher worlds,” but She doesn’t think I’m ready just yet, and to talk of them would mean little to me now. So likewise, the roots reach down into the Lower Realms, but they’re less an “Underworld” than something far more diverse. Elethis (“She” as Dana-Morrigan put it—“we […] … Continue reading…Cosmologies, The Morrigan and Tourism, Sundry Notes on Dunn
The band of shadow over the eyes that I’ve noted over Dana-Morrigan and the odd figure from Dreams—_____, for example, long ago—the significance of this band has been obscure. Often, hair or other features “produce” the shadow, or I’ve interpreted the features as doing so. It’s been a marker of Otherness—distinct beings. I’d thought it […] … Continue reading…Shadowed Gaze, Subrealms, Cosmologies
I embrace my wings, and more. I felt groggy & sleepy until I channeled, Presence’d, and unfurled my wings, and the kinesthesic sense of them begins to develop, I think. I want to soar with Her—I want to soar I choose to remain in Haisuith and Saiyûnor. The wyrd-tree in Elaith-tir seems to be becoming […] … Continue reading…Defixiones
JW says [other city] is better than [this city] with a broader variety of things in the Dream, some cells of the flesh beasts—[this city] is a honey trap, having the veneer of art and culture and liberalism and a rich Dreaming to draw in folks to feed on. [Other city’s] far more sincere about […] … Continue reading…Railroads, Bodies, Faith Units
I incanted at the tracks to act as a passage into Haisuith today, crossing with an invocation to Dana, Morrigan, and Hekate of the Paths, moving into Haisuith. I also affirmed my faerie nature and have tried to channel as I was able. It’s kinda awesome to know Dana-Morrigan is my mother—as I continue the […] … Continue reading…Crossings, Wings, Symbol