She Continues
I saw that the Morrigan has stood in my glade, often before the fire, but I haven’t noticed Her. I sought to silence myself so I could listen, to keep desire and ego from intervening between us. I asked Her for teaching dreams, and She obliged. I dreamt I was at some professional team-building BS […] … Continue reading…Dreams, Asgard, Habits
In the glade, I kept drifting into hypnogogic states as dreams crept in. K thinks I might try riding that rather than fighting it or feeling bad about doing so. I want lucidity, so—also, I haven’t been trying to direct my dreams. I’m still in my houses, rooms, and institutions. Before going down into bed, […] … Continue reading…Matter-Spirit, Imaginary, Paxson, Meander
Last night I went to the glade and chilled with the Morrigan. It was quiet, though I found myself drifting nonetheless— K has grown more affectionate of late after his growth and, I guess, my growth. Today I’ve been fretting the new “big orders” at work, but I realized today I have less than a […] … Continue reading…White Mount, Corunor, Aurics
My tooth is bothering me, making me tense jaw, neck, shoulder, so I’ve been distracted of late. Ritual breathing is problematic to some degree. But I tried to meditate in the glade and Haven last night and early this morning. […] I must, want to master my feelings, that part of what I’m facing is […] … Continue reading…Otherworldly Angst, Feri, Athena
The band of shadow over the eyes that I’ve noted over Dana-Morrigan and the odd figure from Dreams—_____, for example, long ago—the significance of this band has been obscure. Often, hair or other features “produce” the shadow, or I’ve interpreted the features as doing so. It’s been a marker of Otherness—distinct beings. I’d thought it […] … Continue reading…Shadowed Gaze, Subrealms, Cosmologies