She Continues
I’ll share a couple of photos here with you. I’ve been trying to scribble into journals for ages. Here in the first photo, you can see a motley collection. The leftmost six are old magical journals from mostly the ’90s, and most of them are not full. I got most of those little journals at […] … Continue reading…Marking Time, Counting Books
I ventured with K up the trail again with the drums playing—we made good time, and we encountered fallen, rotten, Otherworldly fruits, which I avoided. We determined some berries were good to eat from a bush in the Dark Wood. I had previously seen a deer along the path, and I saw the deer again […] … Continue reading…High Sky, The Trail, The Tree
Last night, K and [I] headed back out along the path to Elethis again, coming to the thicket wall. I passed it well enough, into a trail in the Dark Wood. Scale started shifting, and the terrain grew more blobby and indistinct, and so I went down a way again to re-orient. Scale was indeed […] … Continue reading…The Tree, High Sky, Scaling
I’ve dreamt a female ghost made my shadow look like it was playing a flute, and with _________, noted her presence in the flat in the corner, though I couldn’t see her. (Dream on 8/26) That morning, I thought I’d felt her in this flat—over at the balcony door while I was at my desk—but […] … Continue reading…Ghostly Dreams, Glamour & Ego, Grunting Out Magic Bricks
There is something in the woodsy labyrinth of streets nearby, lurking under the trees, among the trees. It’s tempting to perceive it as threatening, but as I reflected while walking—until my brain focused on Hot and Hot—what I might be sensing hiding with the trees is the Green itself, grumbling and whispering under the suburban […] … Continue reading…Local Spirits, Seasonal Surges
When I consider my dreams where I can’t use a weapon, fight, or drive, I wonder—or I have wondered having these dreams of late, if I am frustrated by a lack of perceived power and independence on my part, that I consciously want to ascribe this to some view of how I should be […]. […] … Continue reading…Pop-Culture TV Dreaming, Microcosming, Waymaking
Getting 8 hours of sleep for a couple of nights in a row shows me I’m dreaming most of the night and can remember a lot. My dream about competing for my body with another—tells me integration is still something to work on, tells me I worry over how I perform myself— Bridging and sustaining […] … Continue reading…Sleep, Bridging, Practice
[Several abbreviated entries precede this entry as I prepared for new job at that point in time.] I rited tonight. I’ve been fretting over having time to do so, which I feel is foolish, but it is something I want to address. I chatted about it with K while walking, resulting in a general “Don’t […] … Continue reading…Intermediary
I’m not sure of the best ways to deal with the LW other than vigilance and focus and energy work. The nature of the draw is ambiguous, though it feels like a draw or lure, like gravity or a decline as you go down a hill. There is the entropy association—and you can try to […] … Continue reading…Lower Worlds, The Dead, Potentiality
Last night in the glade, K and I quickly found ourselves in one of my institutional dreams—and I trusted to him as a guide. My Presence as […] caused some reactions—muted reactions, still—from the dream personae. He counseled me to try to find my way outside. So I went to a window that looked like […] … Continue reading…Institutional Dreaming, Institutional Spaces, The Dead