She Continues
I realized just now that She’s [The Morrigan’s]—I’ve been looking towards Elethis and not seeing Her where She was—on the ground, smiling, dancing. But She is there. A different aspect, or the same. She stands in the rain, hair matted, smiling at me. But She’s on one of the branches of Elethis, watching with wet […] … Continue reading…Siddhi of the Gods, Dualism vs. Triune Logic, Reforming Demons
The moon is full this morning, and it occurs to me (and K concurred) that my sense of the Otherworlds’ closeness may be tied, connected the moon’s state. I’ve spelled for better understanding in this regard, as well.—I mean, we’re always told the lunar phase makes some magics easier, but why that’s the case—if it […] … Continue reading…Gods, Grimoires, Demons, Shadows
Last night, I went to the glade, and the Morrigan was pleased and proud of me. We retired to the haven, and I had some fruit and tea (more rosemary & thyme & other herbs, this time). I’ve had a harder time lately and suspect I’m going through a dry period, with distractions and negative […] … Continue reading…Feri, Aesthetics, Magic
Part of the problem—other than impatience and lack of practice—is that I’m still reintegrating. I’m good at bifurcated awareness, at scrying and being in two places at once, but I’m still a divided spirit. And just as I’ve been by points wary of accepting M, she has reason to be wary of me. We need […] … Continue reading…Identity, Crows, Screens
Last night, I flew to the clouds and lounged with the Morrigan on Elethis, her in her headdress—but I find I can also call such a headdress, which also shadows my sight. [I think the Raven makes this so—] The clouds are the very edges of the Higher Worlds, but I can see the merits […] … Continue reading…Castaneda, Multiverse, All the Corvids!
I don’t walk around much with my full Presence active—I’m too rushing most of the times I’m out (walking to and from work). The notion of invocatory or possessory work with Dana-Morrigan is appealing, but I’m not sure how feasible it might be (or productive depending on what resulted). Relaxing into feyness seemed easy while […] … Continue reading…Presence, Old Journals, Old Dreams
[East is start for GD, and Feri, I believe. Not sure about north.] On the bus, I had a very palpable sense of being the kithain alone on the bus—so many folks closed off from the world, on their phones or listening to music. I mean, I was one of those people not long ago, […] … Continue reading…Acts of Power, Otherworldly Scales, Stalking
Elaith—it doesn’t seem quite right—the “tower”—elaith-tir maybe? Hurur, Lies, these include the shells of identity that cling to us and which trick us into seeing them as true expressions or egos of self. Self-identification, especially reified, commodified selfhood. They come from without, imposed upon you and accepted—or they’re shells we fashion and adopt defensively or […] … Continue reading…Hurur, Charting a Path, and Considering Silent Goddesses