She Continues
The trance last night took some time to get into, and the “seizures” and convulsions and other effects,—trouble focusing my vision, closing and clutching my eyes, clutching my head,—I think that has to do with reconciling the split perceptions, visual and kinesthetic, in particular—we’re still figuring out how to bridge, but we want it. I […] … Continue reading…Communing, Bridging, Automatic Writing
I went into the Dream, the Otherworlds last night, and I could feel how aligning helps, and more so today when I went on my walk. More pertinently, having considered WoW and gaming, I spoke with K about how gaming distracts from magic and the Otherworlds. K notes that gaming engages the imagination and the […] … Continue reading…Gaming, Otherworlds, Bridging
Other than […] infuriating things—I’ve been busy with work week bullshit. I would like to have had more time to sit and relax and thing and write here, ponder what I’m doing in the Otherworlds, but [work prep] are a damnable time sync. [sic] There have been times when I’ve reached out to C, to […] … Continue reading…Bridging, Exploration, Divine Twins
Other than […] infuriating things—I’ve been busy with work week bullshit. I would like to have had more time to sit and relax and thing and write here, ponder what I’m doing in the Otherworlds, but [work prep] are a damnable time sync. [sic] There have been times when I’ve reached out to C, to […] … Continue reading…Bridging, Exploration, Divine Twins
That projection of vividly imagined—things, sights, sounds, sensations, is something everyone suggests as starting point or as kick-starter to magic. Thorn does so. So do others. I’ve found myself wondering about my disbelief and others’, and what I think happens—with worry about whether or not I’m being paid on the first, this revisits old anxieties […] … Continue reading…Counter ôl-vala, Rites, Chakra Notes, Bridging
It’s a beautiful day—a breeze, sun and clouds, mild here in the shade. I find myself craning my neck high to see the boughs of Elethis. And sometimes the Otherworlds are close, and I can feel them and the—“Otherworldly power,” the closeness, the sense of my and the potentiality in the Otherworlds, the beliefs and […] … Continue reading…Ôl-Vala, Adorno, Bruno
I made it to the Sisters in Corunor on the night of the 15th, passing the cottage, which I think is itself alive and malevolent. The cottage draws one’s attention when you encounter it, and it draws attention back to it when you try to wander off. I managed to do so, making my way […] … Continue reading…Corunor, Otherwordly Power, Parsons
I walked and spoke with JW earlier: MW has been out exploring of late. JW says things are busy and active near the more chaotic border marches, closer to Chaos and the Deeper Reaches of the Otherworlds. She has only explored the [Middle Worlds], and close approach to the HW and LW has been problematic, […] … Continue reading…Chimerae, Versicles, Writing
I again fell asleep before we got to Corunor, but I woke up for a time this morning. Rather than try Corunor again, K led me off in the Plain, into the Desert. Mind you, the sand was muddy and wet, like it’d been raining. It was daylight as well. My feet felt weird in […] … Continue reading…Middle Worlds, Paths, Exploration
I started to walk again last night, but I was falling asleep. I called the Guardians, and last night was about integration—integrating C-L L-C but also L-C C-L. Also, my own liminality as a topic came up, along with the crossroads I find myself occupying. In particular, I feel I’m straddling this realm and the […] … Continue reading…Integration, Reclamation, Transformation